Let's Begin

Hello,

I know you've seen me around school. I sit off away from everyone else, I have friends but I can't seem to find them. I'm fifty pounds over weight trying to get skinny in hopes I'll be considered popular. My life looks like it sucks, and some days it does and I want to leave schools. Just to get away from everything that seems to fallow me. I hope that someone see's this. Then they understand the pain that went into writing all these blogs.

So here's my introduction to my blog. I am a loser. I am a creep. I am a weirdo. Well according to the school I am, no one around here seems to quite understand who I am, whether they want to or not it doesn't get through to them.

I'm writing this blog in hopes that someone will read them and not feel so alone, perhaps not so scared, I also hope that people that make my life and many other peoples lives a living hell read this and understand that it is wrong how they categorize people purely on how they look, or how they act.

I chose not to post a picture of myself, or my name, I even made a whole new blogger just so I could hopefully get my point across. I chose not to because it shouldn't matter I want you to imagine the person like me you know. The girl who sits in the cafeteria alone warming up her lean pocket because she's too embarrassed that she won't eat right because she's the "stereotype" fat girl. I want people to understand how she feels.

I know how people are, if I were to post a picture of myself I believe someone would make a comment saying that I was to "pretty" to be a loser. So that's why I'm telling you and not showing you.

Last thing I want to mention is everything I put in here is all true, nothing I have made up, nothing I have over dramatized I want people to see the cruel world of the teenage high school years.